TO ALL THAT ENTER HERE…
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Each thought I’m given brings me closer to the end,
But as these letters dribble onto this page and my heart slows its beat,
I remember there is no end just as there was no beginning….
So in this gap of empty thought,
I have become the alpha of my own omega,
where I’m next to nothing more than a mass of awkward life, struggling to die
for another chance to live. . .So While Abraxi dance around my thoughts to the music of my brain, I notice that
this dream becomes more lucid each day.
With that being said, I can no longer stand the sight of time,
for we never could see eye to eye…..
as I watch my old skin fade into the night, I cant help but gasp a breathless sigh,
wondering if I was ever alive?
Echoes of truth become null in this void,
and the light I thought I was just went out……but as dark as it is in this place,
I’ll be alright, as sure as I’m already dead.
In this thought I’m born again, as lost as the past and as sure as the future…..
Alas! my temple was never meant to fly, so I will continue to float in my bloody vessel,
waiting for it to pop like a balloon trying to leave it all behind……WAKE UP!Like what we do? Help us keep EscapeTheIllusion.com at its best!
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July 1, 2009 pm30 7:32 am
***Removed due to Fraudulent Posting***
July 1, 2009 pm30 10:54 am
Don’t you ever say you are not special. We are all special & lucky to be living these lives which our creators created for the first humans, as was likewise done for them, AS WE WILL LIKEWISE CREATE ANOTHER NEW HUMANITY on some other planet in the future. It is part of infinity. We are part of infinity. There are layers of infinity. Inside us are billions of tiny galaxies, all swirling round at a vast rate of speed, as SPACE & TIME run at faster rates the farther DOWN inside infinity you go. But the levels go the other way UP too. We, our own galaxy is the tiniest particle swirling round inside say the arm of a VAST Being, which to us is forever frozen solid(as we are too to the billions of tiny humanities inside US that see us as a vast universe [wo]man) as time is subjective. & the levels go INFINATELY in each, or all, directions. & if you truely understand in your minds eye the way infinity in time & space is structured THEN YOU ARE INFINITY BECOMING self AWARE!! Isn’t that mind blowingly beautiful. Peace
July 1, 2009 pm30 3:26 pm
To Comment #1
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There is no way this was written by David Wilcock. The following quote is also rather strange if it was written by himself:
“I AM AIMING FOR THE SCIENTIST NAMED
“DAVID WILCOCK” I AM GIVING YOU AN ORDER
TO FIND HIM AND BRING HIM TO THIS FORUM.”
The majority of the message is one big excuse for itself, and it spends more time telling how great the message will be and how unimportant the messenger is rather than delivering an actual message. David is far more articulate and to the point.
“WE START ELECTING PEOPLE INTO POWER
SUCH AS GEORGE W. BUSH.
WE MAKE HIM START WARS AND KILL PEOPLE.”
WHAT? George was not elected – he was chosen by the illuminati elite, and the people did not demand wars – he fed the people lies like “weapons of mass destruction” as an excuse to go ahead with the plans.
“PLEASE DO NOT THINK OF ME AS JESUS
OR GOD, FALSE THEORIES THAT WILL THROW YOU OFF. ”
I hardly think there is a danger of that – with all due respect!
“EVERY TIME YOU USE THIS DATA, YOU WILL BE
RESPONSIBLE FOR DEATHS AROUND THE GLOBE.”
What? And cute kittens will die? You can’t be serious!
“EVERY TIME YOU WEAR BLACK OR DARK COLORS
YOU ARE TIME TRAVELING INTO THE FUTURE”
Yes, the “now” goes into the future regardless of what I wear.
“THE ONE THAT CAN GIVE YOU A CAR ACCIDENT
AND END YOUR LIFE, IF YOU TRY ANYTHING TO STOP
THIS ARTICLE FROM BEING READ BY HUMANITY.”
Ha ha – this sounds more like these threats you find in chain letters! Why on Earth would anyone try and stop you from posting your views? You are entitled to think what ever you want – no one is going to stop you!
I find this message highly incoherent and strange, but hey as I said you are entitled to have your views.
In Peace!
July 1, 2009 pm30 8:36 pm
This is ridiculous. WHO ARE YOU???? YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS being so egotistical. I am not jealous of you and I would NEVER want to be you. You are lost and hopeless. This place we are, this state of being we are in has no room for someone who boasts such arrogant talk. You are a fool and an idiot. Love, true love, would never claim such nonsense AND it would never place value on stupid in-material things, or place emphasis on celebrities such as Britney Spears or whoever..because in the grand scheme of things, none of them and none of this crap you write has any relevance.
For anyone reading this post (who actually decided to read it all the way to the miserable end) really think about what this idiot is saying. Can you figure it out? They are going nowhere with this message and talking in circles, but one thing is very clear-they are highly arrogant and egotistical even with all their nonsense talk about not being “special”.
Here is my one piece of advise-from the vast amount of research I have done on the 2012 prophecy, conscious reality,and the Illuminati-and trust me, I still haven’t even scratched the surface of what all this is (life) what it means or what our future holds..but this I know for a fact because it is deep rooted inside me, we are in the midst of something historical, wonderful (and scary)and this universe, this galaxy, this planet and every living thing on it is completely intelligent design. (research sacred geometry if you want mathematical proof) What designed this, and why…I haven’t the slightest clue and I have no clue as to my purpose, my reason for being but I believe that for each and every one of us-it centers around discovering who and what we truly are, and being able to understand that everything has an equal and opposite so that we may experience what it means to exist.
Without EVIL we wouldn’t know GOOD
Without WRONG we wouldn’t know RIGHT
Without DARK we wouldn’t know LIGHT
Without UGLY we wouldn’t know BEAUTIFUL
Remember-we perceive life in three dimensions-so everything we experience is ranked and stored in relationship to other things we experience (compared and contrasted). But there are absolutes that we cannot define because of the limitations and laws that bind us to this existance.
Do some research…look at the scientific data that has been discovered (question the information you read, argue the points, think critically and build solid information from what the core of you, the gut of you tells you is truth and lies)Pull meaningful/spiritual conclusions based on what you believe… and maybe you will start to understand absolute truth (whatever and wherever that may be or mean personally to you)
To the idiot who authored this article.
Shame on you.
July 1, 2009 pm30 8:42 pm
I can’t find anything like this on david’s site.
July 1, 2009 pm30 8:46 pm
You know, my favorite girlfriend growing up, I called her suzyq. She was the exact opposite in the enlightened department though. I loved your post and couldn’t agree more! Thank you!!!!
July 1, 2009 pm30 8:48 pm
OOOO From the Divine Cosmos site, from David himself
“Since June 16th, the mods have been dealing with an individual who seems to be quite disturbed and has been spamming us with strange private messages. The latest ploy used was to sign in as new username “DavidWillcock” (notice obvious misspelling). New members can’t post, but they can Private message, and this is what has been used. The webmaster believes he has controlled this problem at this point.
If you receive a private message directing you to an article that David has allegedly written, it is a hoax, so please ignore it. It would help if you could report this to one of the mods also. (As of 6/30, this is no longer necessary).
I have also been the recipient addressed to my email regarding paypal, which is from the same person. So please ignore any paypal requests.
We appreciate the member’s assistance in this situation, as it helps the moderators to keep our forum safe from these disturbed individuals. Thank you, Moderators
Addendum: As of June 30th, this spammer is under control. If you are signing into the forum after being away and see a message in your Private Messages like this, please just delete it.”
July 1, 2009 pm30 8:56 pm
This is ridiculous. WHO ARE YOU???? YOU HAVE NO BUSINESS being so egotistical. I am not jealous of you and I would NEVER want to be you. You are lost and hopeless. This place we are, this state of being we are in has no room for someone who boasts such arrogant talk. You are a fool and an idiot. Love, true love, would never claim such nonsense AND it would never place value on stupid immaterial things, or place emphasis on celebrities such as Britney Spears or whoever..because in the grand scheme of things, none of them and none of this crap you write has any relevance.
For anyone reading this post (who actually decided to read it all the way to the miserable end) really think about what this idiot is saying. Can you figure it out? They are going nowhere with this message and talking in circles, but one thing is very clear-they are highly arrogant and egotistical even with all their nonsense talk about not being “special”.
Here is my one piece of advise-from the vast amount of research I have done on the 2012 prophecy, conscious reality,and the Illuminati-and trust me, I still haven’t even scratched the surface of what all this is (life) what it means or what our future holds..but this I know for a fact because it is deep rooted inside me, we are in the midst of something historical, wonderful (and scary)and this universe, this galaxy, this planet and every living thing on it is completely intelligent design. (research sacred geometry if you want mathematical proof) What designed this, and why…I haven’t the slightest clue and I have no clue as to my purpose, my reason for being but I believe that for each and every one of us-it centers around discovering who and what we truly are, and being able to understand that everything has an equal and opposite so that we may experience what it means to exist.
Without EVIL we wouldn’t know GOOD
Without WRONG we wouldn’t know RIGHT
Without DARK we wouldn’t know LIGHT
Without UGLY we wouldn’t know BEAUTIFUL
Remember-we perceive life in three dimensions-so everything we experience is ranked and stored in relationship to other things we experience (compared and contrasted). But there are absolutes that we cannot define because of the limitations and laws that bind us to this existance.
Do some research…look at the scientific data that has been discovered (question the information you read, argue the points, think critically and build solid information from what the core of you, the gut of you tells you is truth and lies)Pull meaningful/spiritual conclusions based on what you believe… and maybe you will start to understand absolute truth (whatever and wherever that may be or mean personally to you)
To the idiot who authored this article.
Shame on you for not taking your life and the purpose of your life seriously.
I hope you find the answers you are looking for.
July 1, 2009 pm30 8:56 pm
dang it..I posted this twice..oops!
sorry :P
July 1, 2009 pm30 9:01 pm
Hey-Thanks!
I normally don’t post to these blogs-but I have to admit…this one irritated me beyond belief. I just couldn’t help myself.
Yes-this guy is definitely NOT David Wilcock and since this forum doesn’t require a membership, I am assuming this guy is just being silly (at least I hope he doesn’t seriously believe all that garbage he wrote)
July 1, 2009 pm30 9:08 pm
TJ Monster
July 1, 2009 pm30 8:48 pm
OOOO From the Divine Cosmos site, from David himself
�Since June 16th, the mods have been dealing with an individual who seems to be quite disturbed and has been spamming us with strange private messages. The latest ploy used was to sign in as new username �DavidWillcock� (notice obvious misspelling). New members can�t post, but they can Private message, and this is what has been used. The webmaster believes he has controlled this problem at this point.
If you receive a private message directing you to an article that David has allegedly written, it is a hoax, so please ignore it. It would help if you could report this to one of the mods also. (As of 6/30, this is no longer necessary).
I have also been the recipient addressed to my email regarding paypal, which is from the same person. So please ignore any paypal requests.
We appreciate the member�s assistance in this situation, as it helps the moderators to keep our forum safe from these disturbed individuals. Thank you, Moderators
Addendum: As of June 30th, this spammer is under control. If you are signing into the forum after being away and see a message in your Private Messages like this, please just delete it.�
TJ..cool. Thanks for sharing the info!
July 1, 2009 pm30 11:03 pm
no prob. There is 90% bs out there. Seems like our BS meters are up and running.
But lets end this conversation on a fun note.
A hole has been found in the nudist camp wall. The police are looking into it
No matter how much you push the envelope, it’ll still be stationery.
The man who survived mustard gas and pepper spray is now a seasoned veteran.
And remember
Don’t join dangerous cults: Practice safe sects!
OK, I’m done with the stupid puns hehe.
July 2, 2009 pm30 10:17 am
Dear Readers,
I apologize for the fraudulent commenter’s actions. As you can see by the above, the comment has been removed. Thank you all for calling it out as fraudulent! Unfortunately, I think Nickolas Hawk’s words (the original post, here) have been lost in the upset. Anyone have a comment for Mr. Hawk? =)
May you all have a most wonderful day!
July 2, 2009 pm30 12:12 pm
Hahaha…I’m not sure what happened, but its chill….no worries my friends!
Hope I haven’t offended anyone out there and I sincerely apologize if I have…..
July 2, 2009 pm30 7:42 pm
you know..I don’t normally write in blogs..and last night when I went to bed (after making a comment to the nutcase)..I thought about the fact that this beautiful poem..which is why I even went to this posting in the first place..was somehow lost. I made it a point tonight to come back and leave a comment for the original author-whose work was lost in all this silly nonsense. To my surprise I find this posting and I silently shake my head at my own lack of self control last night. You are so right. Nick absolutely deserves some recognition here. so this is for you Nickolas Hawk:
You words are aspiring and profound, beautiful, deep, dark but enlightening. I can feel the emotion that runs through you. It is full of sorrow and reflection of self…it longs for answers to so many questions…
is living really existing..is dying really death?
where does one stop and the other begin?
Is this life an illusion of conscious manifestation?
If so…who am I and/or what am I truly?
Thank You Nickolas for this gift you have shared with us all.
July 3, 2009 pm30 12:24 am
i read his post first! Unfortunately unconsciousness is a factor here on the planet at this time and space. And Jason, don’t feel you have to apologize for others actions, its well known that many will not make the shift and will go crazy with the energy being sent to the planet at this time. It was their choice to experience this. We all attract the things we are! Even though the guy may have been schizophrenic, we all have to learn that we must stay grounded and hold our ground to keep from just going off the deep end. Even if the guy was trying to mislead people, its still a sign of unconsciousness.
Thank you Nickolas for your post and please post more.
Suzyq, even though this guy was talking BS, he obviously understood we are all ONE. We attracted him because of our dysfunction but, it is ours to deal with personally, You are NOT responsible for others wanting to experience death or inflation of the ego through stardom. Even though I work in showbiz and can tell you most see it as a job just as any other job, there are those who are camera hogs. Britney, is human and is subject to the same attractions as you or I. Her fame has nothing to do with it other than she chose to experience herself this way. The fame or status is pure illusion. There is no reality to her persona. And she knows this as well. In the biz, we all know we are playing characters or the ego if you prefer. Its really unfortunate that we have to do this to be uncle toms to this system in order to eat. But, like in the zeitgeist movement, decide where to put the money to help move the system in our favor because lets face it, if it crashed tomorrow, people would freak and the majority doesn’t have a clue on how to take care of each other.
July 3, 2009 pm30 11:59 am
Mr Hawk, that is quite a way of talking about life as we experience it but I have to admit I do agree with you. There is more reality, at least for this dimension, in what you said than most people would think. Good job of explaining life in a different way and a different perspective.
July 3, 2009 pm30 1:08 pm
Thank you so much for the love….again I encourage all who enter this site to express their perceptions about life, as long as it is free of ego and conceptual thought….Remember…once you realize you KNOW NOTHING, you then allow yourself to UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING……enjoy the day!
July 5, 2009 pm30 7:42 pm
T.J…I agree with you. We all have certain attractions that drive us to behave a certain way or seek out “thing” that moves us. Each individual chooses the path that they will lead…and each of us experiences and perceives reality different from one another-and unfortunately we cant truly understand what it is like for another person until we have walked in their shoes and been faced with the same choices, same circumstances, etc. But sadly, it seems, that money, fame and fortune can change people. Perhaps material wealth, accumulated possessions, distorted reality and perception of self change when exposed to an environment that is centered upon material happiness, the media’s idea of body image, and so on.
I think it would be very hard to work in that line of business and not get involved in the superficial paradigm that revolves around it.
But basically, yes when you take away everything we “think” we know about Brittney, the truth is….
we don’t know hardly anything.
We know what the media tells us (which could or could not be factual)
we know what she tells us (which could or could not be factual)
we know what we see when she is on stage or performance (which is not her-but her ego)
and really..how much does she even know about her own self?
I think that maybe part of the purpose of this life is to discover who we really are (individually and as a whole)
I think that as a child we are observers…always observing and being told what all this stuff is (including what and who we are, where we came from) by our family, friends, school, religion. Then, we start to grow up…we start experiencing for ourselves the consequences of our actions and I think that we start to understand our limitations, our values, what makes us tick…but i think it is a life long process..and maybe, we still don’t even know truly what and who we are, even in that moment of death. But I sure would like to believe that we do.
I am rambling now…too much on my mind and words can’t even begin to express all the thoughts and ideas I have.
But..they are only ideas and thoughts. I have no real knowledge except what I feel inside-And what I really feel inside, is that this place is amazing. Wherever we are in this 3-dimensional, linear reality we perceive day in and day out..it is here for us so that we could experience and understand life
July 6, 2009 pm30 10:48 am
Well, I do work in show biz and have 11 years. What your seeing from Britney for example isn’t even her ego. Its a stage persona. A character like johnny Depp playing Edward scissor hands. Unless you know her personally, you won’t even know her ego. Thats why I love what I do, I have been everywhere from a no named cover band to living on the road in pinkfloyds tour bus.(our record company bought it, pink used it in 80/81, its old and almost killed us when the steering column broke off the frame, but thats another story)
July 6, 2009 pm30 5:08 pm
lol…sounds like you live an interesting life! So you’re specifically in the music industry? I am a graphic designer and own a freelance design company. I love being creative and trying to capture an emotion, or portray an idea. It is not always easy though :)
July 8, 2009 pm30 10:25 am
Do you have a myspace? I can tell you some stuff. mine is myspace.com/tjmonster
July 8, 2009 pm30 7:29 pm
no..but I have a facebook…facebook.com/paradigmastudios.
July 8, 2009 pm30 7:29 pm
btw..I love Pink Floyd and many of those bands that came about during that time
July 8, 2009 pm30 7:47 pm
oh..also just ran into a posting you made on March 20 to the Lungold video regarding Darwinism on this site.
Check out this site
http://www.bibliotecapleyades.net/hercolobus/esp_hercolobus_60.htm
July 8, 2009 pm30 10:32 pm
I went to sign up for a facebook and the questions they were asking turned me off. It wouldn’t let my use my stage name for one. i had to post my real name. I felt like i was being cataloged.
Thanks for the link. I’m on my way there.